Can I comment? I am fascinated by your story. Not only are you a fraud and a loon but you also are persistent! What is it like to have a brain that doesn't work quite right? Lol.
The father of modern physics was a creationist. “What really interests me is whether God had any choice in the creation of the World.” “Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous.” “Black holes are where God divided by zero.” “God did not create evil. Just as darkness is the absence of light, evil is the absence of God.” “God does not play dice with the universe.”“My religion consists of a humble admiration of the illimitable superior spirit who reveals himself in the slight details we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble mind.” "The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education."― Albert Einstein It is very difficult for people to overcome their brainwashing. I know I have watched this all of my life in people who have the most screwed up beliefs.Just realize that if you don't have any absolutely clear obvious physical evidence for your beliefs, you are considered to be delusional.Inference, opinions from faith, and projections of belief and wearing blinders so you don't look at any obviously clear evidence that shows the truth, is considered to be the common delusions of mankind.
I would say from the absolutely irrefutable physical evidence, that humans are nearly extinct.http://evolutionsciencenow.blogspot.com/2014/10/what-is-human-sin-and-where-is-it.html
Everybody needs to think instead of believing in authority. The story is good and hope that people can have different views.www.creative-diagnostics.com